I have never, and will probably never, led a raid, because of a lot of the frustrations that some of you have expressed. I really, really, don't know how you do it, guys...
My two centavos...take from it what you will...
As a pretty new raider, on my Shadow Priest, I got the chance to do TOC25, last weekend. It was mostly a two-guild endeavor, and was hosted by the other guild, most of whom I'd never run with before. I was nervous, but very excited...although it was a last minute grouping, I had time to gather my pots, check over my gear, and whisper to my guild leader, who was healing, about what to expect, in general, from the fights. I've watched all of them many times, here on Tankspot, but, strangely enough, they never show anything but how the fights are won, not how they are learned...(that's my pet peeve).
Anyway, we get through the first several encounters (I had a blast, with Icehowl), until we get to faction champs. Then, it's pandemonium...I get nailed, by the Warrior, before I can even finish putting up dots on the skull (healer)!
Ok, it's a wipe...
Three people just quit...no word, just gone!
That really makes me angry...so, you die, and suddenly it's time to go do your homework, or something? So, we wait, the Leader is trying not to sound frustrated, but I know he is...someone is aoeing like crazy--he's not naming names, but he mentions that he could see frost bolts flying around...so, he explains the strat, we find more people, and try again...this time it goes better, but still, we wipe...I die to the rogue, whom I cannot shake, with fade, shackle, nothing...I do manage to get four or five mass dispells out, though, but my dps is 2600 (which, for me, is not bad, but not my best).
Well, this time, even more people leave. Now, we are short on healers...my GL whispers me that I should try my Disc, in order to help out. I'm not really liking the idea, because, even though I'm square in the middle of dps, at least I know that better than healing, but I say, ok, because if they don't find heals, the whole thing goes down.
So, the RL says to me, "How well are you geared, for heals?"
I tell him, about the same as for Shadow (which is almost the identical gear, anyway...).
He audibly sighs, then he tells me to target him (he's MT, and DK). I'm whispering him that I have never healed anything but normal dungeons, and one or two Heroics...he says, "Just do what you can. You were kinda doing mediocre dps anyway."
Ouch! I know he was frustrated, but that stung, and I was interrupting and dispelling, like a mad fool! Didn't say anything, though...
Anyway, I did what I thought was pretty well, although we wiped twice more, and called it a day.
I whispered my GL, afterward, "Hey, too bad we stopped. I was moving up the heal meter, each time...last wipe, I was second only to you!"
He laughed, because we share the same disdain, for heal meters, and dps meters...
I guess the point of this long story (apologies), is that, although I am not the star shwangmeister of raiders, I do try, whether it's HoL, TOC25, or the kissing frog quest.
Some of you would have kicked me, and that would have hurt, but, not as much as it would have two years ago, when I was new to the game.
Either way, I'll get back up again, and keep trying, because that's how I learn...
And, ya know what? If you blame the ones who are trying, then you aren't trying. Think about that, for a bit...
-off soap box--
-"Just like a buzzin' fly, I come into your life, I'll float away, like honey in the sun..."--Tim Buckley
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