blahism

I don't know about you but today is an exciting day for me and an exciting day for America.

I mean, i'm basically speechless. Its exciting, scary and exhilarating all at the same time.

Reality is much of the world/economy around me is collapsing - jobs/layoffs/salary caps/benefit cuts, housing price collapses and credit freezes and i guess i'm starting to see a glimmer of hope.

I don't see the hope as a miracle worker but hope as someone who has the audacity...

I tell you, I've been stuck feeling like i'm going nowhere with my guild - seeing all the other tanks running naxx, heroic naxx and getting invites into all the raids, i was feeling pretty down and out. I'm not one to give up and throw in the towel but i will admit i was feeling a bit frusterated always being the 3rd wheel thats never needed. Whether its through my own fault or simply because i'm not real life friends with the right people, i dunno but it was wearing on me tonight..
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