Frustrated, incorporated.

I can't say why I have felt the urge to put these posts to music in my mind, but it helps.

An amazing night of peaks and valleys, we managed to drop both Sapph and KT(10) tonight only to be disturbed by the drama-beast.

The story goes something like this...

I left my previous guild (Sin) to start a new guild (Placebo) with a few of my super old friends, who had a similar mindset, approach and preparation for raiding....

Progress, my spice of life. Whether it be new boss progress, new gear, getting over that roadblock boss in a heroic - I love it all.

I left my old guild to start tanking again, and founded the guild <Placebo> with a dozen people I have known going on 2-3 years in WoW. I love these people, we have so much fun, and for the first time in forever, to steal from the carebears "Sharing is caring". We're passing around tradeskill mats to get each other thru rough spots, farming...

And I feel fine.

For the last 4 months, I have been healing - and I am finally done. I took a backseat to help progression, behind tanks who do half the research, play half as hard, and care half as much as I do. And I am done with it.

Coming into Wrath, I am taking matters back into my own hands, I will be tanking in a smaller setting, with the people I enjoy again. There will be no more excuses, no more pigeonholing due to seniority. If we find a tank better then...

Its been a while, TS'ers.

With WOTLK fast approaching, as I watch my guild blindly marching towards the same end as my pre-bc guild, it makes me get a little sentimental with a touch of mania. Its only a matter of time before history repeats itself, and this casual gearing machine of a guild I am in folds upon itself, and it just sickens me to hear yet another raider is leaving. Another gap in the roster to fill with someone, who may be an eager beaver, is grossly unprepared for what...

My thoughts are a dissarayed jumble, there is so many things I want to get off my chest, most of which do not involve WoW.

I guess I start at the begining.

I've been an online gamer for nearly 15 years now, starting my hobby in various MUD's, Diablo, the general slew of terrible games that each taught me more about how I wanted to conduct myself and be portrayed then actual gameplay.

The first game I lived/died for was Everquest, it was impossibly hard,...